betrayed-deagol Posted January 18, 2004 Share Posted January 18, 2004 i heard this song and thought of all of you: i woke up from dreamin, i dreamed i got a call from a friend of mine they sounded really lonely but i had somewhere to be, i said "ill call you later", cause i really had to go, i can't be late, they'll be ok, this is important, then i forgot completely you can be who you chose to be, but whether you do or whether you dont, depends on your priorities and i know its not easy maybe i wont lokk back, on those days i could have said something, in those times when i was needed i was busy, was it worth it? i dont think so, cause now i see the moment is gone, maybe i wont look back, in some way i could have done something, a thoughtful word; a simple smile, but i was selfish, but if i change my heart today tomorrow it might be ok, and maybe i wont look back i woke up from a nightmare, where i was walking down the street, invisible and no-one could see me, all my chances were gone, all my chances were gone, i cant get your attention, i've so many things to say, but never tried, to afraid you wouldnt listen, i should have done it all differently, cant hold back, cant be shy, this is my big chance to be living life, i gotta stand up, be strong, take the ride, throw all those useless excuses aside, there's so much ive gotta say, i dont always understand, but i'll follow anyway, there's a bigger plan, a destiny, i cant waste this precious time. you can be who you chose to be, but whether you do, or whether you dont, depends on you priorities, i hope i chose them wisely, im looking, for the, peace to find some sleep tonight coz im, not very proud of the way i have lived today, but if i, choose to, follow you along the way, maybe i wont look back, coz i feel its gonna pass me by. i think many of you know what im talking about, and i hope you will always be my friends coz ill miss you if ur ever not around. i lost someone close to me this week and i hope you understand me. (((HUGS))) deags xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sam's Girl Posted January 18, 2004 Share Posted January 18, 2004 i understand perfectly jody-i too lost someone close to me a short time ago-very moving indeed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bling Fling Posted January 18, 2004 Share Posted January 18, 2004 Aww Jody that is so sweet, brought a tear to my eye (it really did) I lost someone close to me this week too so I know how you're feeling I'll always be your sis I love ya hun xxxxx *huge huge huge hugs* xxkisssesxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
theoden_of_rohan Posted January 18, 2004 Share Posted January 18, 2004 Yeah, I've lost quite a few close companions in my life. It's always comforting to know that you're not alone. Things can be hard to take in life, but they usually get better. Time is the greatest healer - I've learnt that the hard way! I know I don't know you all very well...yet! But, if anyone ever needs to chat - you know where I am. Awwww shucks....love you guys! :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 18, 2004 Author Share Posted January 18, 2004 Aww Jody that is so sweet, brought a tear to my eye (it really did)I lost someone close to me this week too so I know how you're feeling I'll always be your sis I love ya hun xxxxx *huge huge huge hugs* xxkisssesxx i know babes, and im here if you need to chat (but my msn is bugga'd!) y do i always make you cry? that aint a good sign! luv big sis deags xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (you know my flat is always open to you too!) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bling Fling Posted January 18, 2004 Share Posted January 18, 2004 Aww Jody that is so sweet, brought a tear to my eye (it really did)I lost someone close to me this week too so I know how you're feeling I'll always be your sis I love ya hun xxxxx *huge huge huge hugs* xxkisssesxx i know babes, and im here if you need to chat (but my msn is bugga'd!) y do i always make you cry? that aint a good sign! luv big sis deags xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (you know my flat is always open to you too!) I'll have a proper chat with you on Wednesday babe, ok? I dunno why you always make me cry!! Silly Wabbit! Probably cause you rock! My house over here will always be open to you too!! Love your lil sis! xxkissesxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stanmarsh Posted January 18, 2004 Share Posted January 18, 2004 you know how bad im feeling jody, but however bad im feeling i will always find time for you. i love you so much and i am always here if you need to talk to someone. you mean so much to me and my life is fuller for knowing you. *big big hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 18, 2004 Author Share Posted January 18, 2004 you know how bad im feeling jody, but however bad im feeling i will always find time for you. i love you so much and i am always here if you need to talk to someone. you mean so much to me and my life is fuller for knowing you. *big big hugs* thanks my hug buddy! luv ya too! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 19, 2004 Author Share Posted January 19, 2004 well, im off to bed coz im k-nackered from this weekend; walking four miles from the coachway to mk centre and wandering around too, drinking copious amounts of JD with Rain + jason Vorhees after eating no food, bowling, and ice skating really takes it out of you (especially when you've been battered in a simulator)! (also got loads of thinking to do) take care all, deags xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stanmarsh Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 nite jody! love you *hugs* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 19, 2004 Author Share Posted January 19, 2004 loves ya too! but i decided to stay on a bit longer! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stanmarsh Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 ok sweetie, whatever ur thinking about, remember always u will be in my heart. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 19, 2004 Author Share Posted January 19, 2004 TY! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stanmarsh Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 do u know when ull be able to get on msn next? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 19, 2004 Author Share Posted January 19, 2004 dunno, ill ask neil in the mornin coz its his comp! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stanmarsh Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 ok jody. but just in case u cant ill e-mail you tonight. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 19, 2004 Author Share Posted January 19, 2004 thanks hun! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 19, 2004 Author Share Posted January 19, 2004 LOL! im top poster for the day, and ive only been home for three hours! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stanmarsh Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 congrats jody! *hugs* nothing major in the e-mail but i will expect a reply! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 19, 2004 Author Share Posted January 19, 2004 ok then! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
betrayed-deagol Posted January 19, 2004 Author Share Posted January 19, 2004 k, im goin now, nite all (big hug) deags xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
stanmarsh Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 nitey nite jody, take care *big big even bigger hugs than before* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Schmooz Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 awww jody i just sat and read that... im in ict at school, dont make me cry!! lol really did bring a tear to my eye!! i love you hunny, i wont leave you! xxx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rickman101 Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 Ah man I'm all sniffly now... You know I'll always be around for ya! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hero_of_Time Posted January 19, 2004 Share Posted January 19, 2004 awww :) i to have lost some peeps dear to me over the course of time i know how u feel ill be here for u also :) hugs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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