Soraya

Ha ha, my voice cracked after i got the peter flu lol and i was like 'there's the crack' but only i got it

lol, poor you! justin made me up a song! he is sooo funny :) Ha ha thanks thats really sweet that he made a song for you!

Thank you guys I had an amazing time :)

OMG yes! When I was getting my picture taken with Justin i triped over into him and he was like whooaaaaa and laughing. :D I felt to stupid haha

Ha thanks dear but I'm not that good!

Great!!

WOW can't wait

Phew at least i am not the only one lacking a 1901 outfit, I must shop!!!

I want to dress up as an indian because i thought i would be fun but i dont want to be the only one and me look really stupid :/ If you are dressing up as one or you know if not alot of people are dressing as indians can you please message me thanks (confused lol) I'm dressing up as an Indian!! Please say you still are?! I'm not actually sure how I'm gonna go about doing it yet - I figure I'm gonna have to get some material from the market.. and maybe some feathers? Ooh, I could even cut some fringing into the material and then pair it up with some boots. I can't wait!!! Great! Wow i can finally start feeling less nervous about what I will wear. Thank you guys for writing back it has really helped me :)

Hehe I did the same, I said to my friend Sarah i am getting worried that my ticket hasn't come and she said yes it has, it was that letter you got. I was like OMG so i called my mum straight away and she said she nearly threw it away but kept it just incase. Phew lol

Awww how sweet! Nice idea with Renesmee's P.O.V by the way

Wow, I love it Go SARAH WOOOOP

Aww thank you thats really sweet

Same

Oh right thanks very much, sorry about that

Hiya, i really would like to see what everyone else is wearing so i can get a few ideas thanks :)

I want to dress up as an indian because i thought i would be fun but i dont want to be the only one and me look really stupid :/ If you are dressing up as one or you know if not alot of people are dressing as indians can you please message me thanks (confused lol)

I wanna go as a native american but i dont know if i will be the only one, is anyone else going as one? Thanks :)

Hiya i'm Soraya (Sarah's friend) lol I hope i can join your group :) sounds cool

Got mine thank you :)

Dear Diary, 17th January Sorry I haven’t written in a while. A lot has been going on right now. Even if I was able to sleep, I wouldn’t. Because all I would dream about is the way I felt holding Renesmee. Like I was her mother, I didn’t want to let that go because it was the happiest moment of my life. And I would have to wake up everyday and tell myself she wasn’t mine. To be able to hold her little bundle of joy. Her baby and call her my own. I’m ashamed to admit it but, I actually wanted Bella to die. I tried to keep my devilish thoughts to myself but I knew Edward knew all about them. And yet he understands, and still loves me. Even after all those thoughts, those… It scared me, the amount of hatred I had for Bella. The way she wanted to be this… creature. To throw away any chance of being a mother, but yet she still got everything. A beautiful daughter. Never having to see her die, always being able to see her graduate even for the 1000th time. I didn’t see this as fair. I still don’t. But seeing Edward with a smile, you don’t have to be a mind reader to realise that he is totally in love with his new family. He is an amazing father, like Emmett would be…I can’t torture myself over things that have already past. He tries to hide it but I know how he sees himself, like a soulless monster. He has more soul than any vampire I have ever met. I wish he could just accept that it wasn’t his fault. The house has been very crowded lately, what with that ugly mutt and his awful smelling friends. And to think that Renesmee actually enjoys the company of that thing. Jacob thinks I’ve forgotten his stupid stunt, oh don’t worry I haven’t. I still find it sickening that he has imprinted on Ness…Bumblebee. That’s my own nickname for her. Stupid dog. It gives me some hope, that Alice sees good things for the future. That the Volturi have made a choice to push us to the back of their minds. Royalty, ha. My dear Emmett is still sulking about the arm wrestling match. He enjoys a good joke but they are rarely at his expense. He is always asking Bella for a re-match, he is not used to having his pride dented. Jasper is getting a lot better, I know it’s still hard for him but he is resisting the smell and sight of blood a lot better now. Carlisle is an amazing man. Edward looks up to him, I hope one day that my… Bella’s little bumblebee will look up to me one day with her adoring eyes. Rosalie Soraya Owen Age 14