Hails Posted February 4, 2009 Share Posted February 4, 2009 (edited) Making a choice A decision has the power to change your life, for the better, for the worst, and how you react is key. The reasons that you formulate must be just. This is how I find myself now, with an impossible choice. It is the kind of decision that rips from the inside out, clawing at my very being every moment. I believe that hopes and dreams are part of who we all are but they are not to be controlled, who could have guessed the path that has been chosen for me? I would never have hoped to have become what I am, I will never forget the torture of realising… And yet I am not afraid of this anymore. So what am I waiting for? “Yes†If I could say what I would have wished for my future I would have said to be successful, to be loved by someone who could fulfil my every desire, to always cherish my family and most of all to be happy no matter where I went. I think that this is what I have, I feel that this is what I have and I know that this is only because of what I have gone through. I take comfort in knowing that these people are mine, that I am forever bonded to them, body, mind and soul. Could I willingly allow this to happen to another though, knowing what has to be sacrificed? Knowing that there is no turning back? Even in this frozen state I can feel the hard truth stabbing at me like a thousand knives, telling me that what I feel is right, that this is not for her. She should hold on to what makes her who she is. The clumsy, hard headed creature we have all begun to accept as ours, minus the one feature that she longs for - immortality. “Yes†And if I am wrong? If she is willing to give up what she has for us, for what we have to live every day as, how can I say no? It is not my place, for I know the love that she is fighting for, I have that love eternally and perhaps that is what she wishes for. If the roles were reversed I know what I would want to hear but sometimes the choices we make for ourselves are not always the right ones. This is a valuable lesson that we must all realise eventually. “Rosalie?†One more look at her face, the flushed cheeks, the bright eyes, the determined smile, all masked behind a stony expression worthy of any vampire, convinces me. She is wrong, I am right… “No. Let me explain. I don’t mean that I have any aversion to you as a sister. It’s just that…this is not the life I would have chosen for myself. I wish there had been someone there to vote no for me.†Forgive me Bella. This is the first time I've ever tried writing fan fiction, hope you enjoy it! Hayley P Edited February 4, 2009 by Hails Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
wiccawise21 Posted February 4, 2009 Share Posted February 4, 2009 meh! that was so good. i love how you set it up to be from edwards point of view but then it isnt. great story. =x= Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mrs.CharCullen Posted February 4, 2009 Share Posted February 4, 2009 Its great Really makes you understand Rosalie!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hails Posted February 8, 2009 Author Share Posted February 8, 2009 Thanks Wicca and MrsChar! I didn't want to be too obvious so I tried something a bit different! Has everyone worked out where it comes in the books?? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mrs.CharCullen Posted February 8, 2009 Share Posted February 8, 2009 yeah when theyre voting for Bellas immortality right ? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xVickyCullenx Posted February 10, 2009 Share Posted February 10, 2009 Ooh, that was great! Rosalie dosen't get written about enough in the saga! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hails Posted February 11, 2009 Author Share Posted February 11, 2009 Thanks Vicky, I think so too! She's supposed to be a bit of a repulsive character I think but she has depths lol! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pontyboy99 Posted February 14, 2009 Share Posted February 14, 2009 I agree with the others, a grand effort! Also agree it really does make you understand Rosalie............... :-) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jodie.rawr Posted February 15, 2009 Share Posted February 15, 2009 Lovely story, it's nice to read about Rosalie :) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Hails Posted February 16, 2009 Author Share Posted February 16, 2009 Thanks Matt and Jodie! I'm so pleased that people liked it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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