xbellarose Posted February 17, 2009 Share Posted February 17, 2009 (edited) I hope you like it My entire body shook as I stared down into the dark. I felt so weak, so disgusting, I couldn't take much more of this. I was evil, the very thing my father and I had been fighting for years I had now become and I hated ever fiber of my being for not having killed myself yet. Thoughts of my previous life swirled in my head as I leapt off the cliff edge and into darkness bringing it all to an end. Of course it didn't work. I was stupid to think it would! "Dr. Carlisle." The nurses thick spanish accent echoed around the room snapping me out of my thoughts. She smiled at me with admiring eyes wandering my chest before I pulled on my doctors coat quickly, after having been for a quick swim to try and calm me down. I ran through to my newest patient pushing my hair back off my face, a wave of fire building in my throat as I smelt his blood. It was all around the room and I now saw why, he had obviously been in the fight and was badly injured. He needed my help he was so young, about my age, well, the age I was before. The thirst was so bad, I hadn't had time to feed with the overflow of men coming in from the fights, just one patient wouldn't hurt. My brain was screaming no but the raging fire in my throat was too much to bear as I bolted away, far away. I carried on running until it had turned dark not stopping for anything until I came to the ocean. I fell to my knees in despair. I'd left that poor man for dead because I couldn't control this silly craving, this evil inside of me. My previous attempts at "suicide" were entering my mind and I knew trying again would be pointless, but I couldn't deny that I wanted to try again, I hated myself. I knew it would be a struggle when I decided to enter medicine, but I had to keep going. Was I going to run away every time a person came in bleeding? I sat there for hours staring at the waves turning things over in my head until it finally hit me. I could use this as a gift. A small smile spread across my lips as I tried to hold in the laugh that was erupting. It was so obvious! My smell, my sight, my everything that had come along with this curse could help, it would give me an advantage over every other doctor in the world. I jumped up pushing my hair back off my face yet again finally ready to accept what I was, not evil, not disgusting. A life saver. By Bella. xoxo Edited February 17, 2009 by xbellarose Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
timpe Posted February 18, 2009 Share Posted February 18, 2009 Oooh, a Carlisle story Really nice. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xbellarose Posted February 18, 2009 Author Share Posted February 18, 2009 Hehe thank you! Im carlisle obsessed so of course it had to be about him! xoxo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mrs.CharCullen Posted February 18, 2009 Share Posted February 18, 2009 Oh that was really good Well done !! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
timpe Posted February 18, 2009 Share Posted February 18, 2009 Hehe thank you! Im carlisle obsessed so of course it had to be about him! xoxo Me too. I wish Stephenie would write a book on his back story. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
xbellarose Posted February 18, 2009 Author Share Posted February 18, 2009 Hehe thank you! Im carlisle obsessed so of course it had to be about him! xoxo Me too. I wish Stephenie would write a book on his back story. That would be an amazing book Id definitely buy it! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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