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Why is it... that i feel so fed up, lost, in a daze... missing all my friends, and missing the wonderful people i met over the weekend?

 

i mean.. normally it kicks in a few days after the excitement stops, but in this case i was crying sunday morning even though i knew i had a fair few hours to see my friends.

 

I felt on such a low... and my friend (bloke) didnt know what to do or say!

 

I really love coming to events... though i tend to come home feeling excited and hyper but also feeling like i made a complete ass of myself.

 

I dont get myself sometimes... i was in such a strange mood at the party... for one i'm not the party type... well i dont mind i just kinda like being able to talk to people and cheesy dance music....

 

I loved the bowling... i got myself so tired dancing... i didnt bowl obv... but it was so cool!

 

Now on sunday i was ok... after a little mope... but then i had to say goodbye... when that happens i go into this deep spiralling downer! i know i shouldnt...

 

Does anyone else get PCB?

 

I Miss ......................

 

I Love all you guys and miss you so much... thanks for a fab weekend!

 

Hugs

 

andrea xx

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i'm so unhappy...

 

i really cant understand why i get so down...

 

i mean... it would have been ok i guess if a certain someone hadnt gone at all... i wouldnt have bothered... but having to say goodbye the 6th time not knowing if i am going to see them again... not knowing if i made a fool out of myself... and generally feeling crap.

 

Most people accept me for who i am at these events... i miss that...

 

some people treat me like a freak, talk about me and well they dont matter.... i can live with it, cause i only see them at these events.

 

I guess i'll be ok... give it a week and i'll be excited about something again!

 

Andrea xx

 

P.S i'm glad i'm not alone!

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I do know what you mean, but I've been holding off the blues by watching lots and lots of Buffy, Red Dwarf and Star Wars (or whatever's your cup of tea), and sporadically looking back at my signed pics and photos from the weekend! I also take great delight in relaying the details of the weekend to all my friends who didn't make it. Bragging is the ultimate anti-depressant :unsure:

 

Oh, and I read slash. But I do that anyway.

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K im have serious blues...I miss Thomas already!!!

KT i hear you....

 

but you know which way mine goes...

 

i just wish i wasnt such a F up sometimes...

 

i feel so stupid!

 

i doubt anything will cheer me up in the next few days....

 

well bar E-mail from someone i gave my details to at mem!

 

*sigh*

 

Andrea xx

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Lol bless ya mate.

 

I have faith Thomas will come back again though, i do miss him very much though.

Thomas said he wanted to come back and do at least one a year so you're sorted mate!

 

Andrea xx

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DITTO

 

I really enjoyed my 1st CM event. After the event in the car, I thought of some questions I wantyed to say to the SW people which I didnt think of when I was there. I was so nervous I just said high and smiled.

 

Look on the bright side people, it is only 5 weeks till LLFC2.

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