Why is it... that i feel so fed up, lost, in a daze... missing all my friends, and missing the wonderful people i met over the weekend?
i mean.. normally it kicks in a few days after the excitement stops, but in this case i was crying sunday morning even though i knew i had a fair few hours to see my friends.
I felt on such a low... and my friend (bloke) didnt know what to do or say!
I really love coming to events... though i tend to come home feeling excited and hyper but also feeling like i made a complete ass of myself.
I dont get myself sometimes... i was in such a strange mood at the party... for one i'm not the party type... well i dont mind i just kinda like being able to talk to people and cheesy dance music....
I loved the bowling... i got myself so tired dancing... i didnt bowl obv... but it was so cool!
Now on sunday i was ok... after a little mope... but then i had to say goodbye... when that happens i go into this deep spiralling downer! i know i shouldnt...
Does anyone else get PCB?
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I Love all you guys and miss you so much... thanks for a fab weekend!
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 04:58 PM
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 05:00 PM
I am searching for a PCB clinic after I finish bloody uni today 
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 05:03 PM
Yeah... *depressed*.
Still... roll on CM&.
(It's even more depressing if you're on the crew packing everything away at the end...)
Still... roll on CM&.
(It's even more depressing if you're on the crew packing everything away at the end...)
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 05:06 PM
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 05:16 PM
ditto 
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 05:22 PM
Me too Nor sure if it gets better or worse the more you go to 
Nor sure if it gets better or worse the more you go to
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When broken is the barren bough, and light and labour past;
I'll look for thee, and wait for thee, until we meet again;
Together we will take the road beneath the bitter rain!
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 05:30 PM
i'm so unhappy...
i really cant understand why i get so down...
i mean... it would have been ok i guess if a certain someone hadnt gone at all... i wouldnt have bothered... but having to say goodbye the 6th time not knowing if i am going to see them again... not knowing if i made a fool out of myself... and generally feeling crap.
Most people accept me for who i am at these events... i miss that...
some people treat me like a freak, talk about me and well they dont matter.... i can live with it, cause i only see them at these events.
I guess i'll be ok... give it a week and i'll be excited about something again!
Andrea xx
P.S i'm glad i'm not alone!
i really cant understand why i get so down...
i mean... it would have been ok i guess if a certain someone hadnt gone at all... i wouldnt have bothered... but having to say goodbye the 6th time not knowing if i am going to see them again... not knowing if i made a fool out of myself... and generally feeling crap.
Most people accept me for who i am at these events... i miss that...
some people treat me like a freak, talk about me and well they dont matter.... i can live with it, cause i only see them at these events.
I guess i'll be ok... give it a week and i'll be excited about something again!
Andrea xx
P.S i'm glad i'm not alone!
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 05:33 PM
aww i know how yeh mean hunny *suffers too*
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:03 PM
I do know what you mean, but I've been holding off the blues by watching lots and lots of Buffy, Red Dwarf and Star Wars (or whatever's your cup of tea), and sporadically looking back at my signed pics and photos from the weekend! I also take great delight in relaying the details of the weekend to all my friends who didn't make it. Bragging is the ultimate anti-depressant
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:06 PM
ooo slash yes great idea...... *goes to find*
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:07 PM
Wish i could have taken Brent home with me, the hours of comedy he could have provided me...
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:07 PM
I think i caught a cold off the crowds 
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:07 PM
K im have serious blues...I miss Thomas already!!!
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:21 PM
KT171, on Oct 4 2004, 08:07 PM, said:
K im have serious blues...I miss Thomas already!!!
but you know which way mine goes...
i just wish i wasnt such a F up sometimes...
i feel so stupid!
i doubt anything will cheer me up in the next few days....
well bar E-mail from someone i gave my details to at mem!
*sigh*
Andrea xx
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:23 PM
Lol bless ya mate.
I have faith Thomas will come back again though, i do miss him very much though.
I have faith Thomas will come back again though, i do miss him very much though.
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:25 PM
KT171, on Oct 4 2004, 08:23 PM, said:
Lol bless ya mate.
I have faith Thomas will come back again though, i do miss him very much though.
I have faith Thomas will come back again though, i do miss him very much though.
Andrea xx
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:26 PM
I know Iam lol
I told him I would be asking for him too
I told him I would be asking for him too
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:50 PM
Everyone I know is depressed!
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Posted 04 October 2004 - 07:53 PM
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I really enjoyed my 1st CM event. After the event in the car, I thought of some questions I wantyed to say to the SW people which I didnt think of when I was there. I was so nervous I just said high and smiled.
Look on the bright side people, it is only 5 weeks till LLFC2.
I really enjoyed my 1st CM event. After the event in the car, I thought of some questions I wantyed to say to the SW people which I didnt think of when I was there. I was so nervous I just said high and smiled.
Look on the bright side people, it is only 5 weeks till LLFC2.
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