veasse Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 Why is it... that i feel so fed up, lost, in a daze... missing all my friends, and missing the wonderful people i met over the weekend? i mean.. normally it kicks in a few days after the excitement stops, but in this case i was crying sunday morning even though i knew i had a fair few hours to see my friends. I felt on such a low... and my friend (bloke) didnt know what to do or say! I really love coming to events... though i tend to come home feeling excited and hyper but also feeling like i made a complete ass of myself. I dont get myself sometimes... i was in such a strange mood at the party... for one i'm not the party type... well i dont mind i just kinda like being able to talk to people and cheesy dance music.... I loved the bowling... i got myself so tired dancing... i didnt bowl obv... but it was so cool! Now on sunday i was ok... after a little mope... but then i had to say goodbye... when that happens i go into this deep spiralling downer! i know i shouldnt... Does anyone else get PCB? I Miss ...................... I Love all you guys and miss you so much... thanks for a fab weekend! Hugs andrea xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
theoden_of_rohan Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 I am searching for a PCB clinic after I finish bloody uni today Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Costa Coffee Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 Yeah... *depressed*. Still... roll on CM&. (It's even more depressing if you're on the crew packing everything away at the end...) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pippinweasley Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 *BIG SUFFERER* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
djw87 Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 ditto Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eogwyn Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 Me too Nor sure if it gets better or worse the more you go to Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
veasse Posted October 4, 2004 Author Share Posted October 4, 2004 i'm so unhappy... i really cant understand why i get so down... i mean... it would have been ok i guess if a certain someone hadnt gone at all... i wouldnt have bothered... but having to say goodbye the 6th time not knowing if i am going to see them again... not knowing if i made a fool out of myself... and generally feeling crap. Most people accept me for who i am at these events... i miss that... some people treat me like a freak, talk about me and well they dont matter.... i can live with it, cause i only see them at these events. I guess i'll be ok... give it a week and i'll be excited about something again! Andrea xx P.S i'm glad i'm not alone! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Schmooz Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 aww i know how yeh mean hunny *suffers too* x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RangerGirl Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 I do know what you mean, but I've been holding off the blues by watching lots and lots of Buffy, Red Dwarf and Star Wars (or whatever's your cup of tea), and sporadically looking back at my signed pics and photos from the weekend! I also take great delight in relaying the details of the weekend to all my friends who didn't make it. Bragging is the ultimate anti-depressant Oh, and I read slash. But I do that anyway. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Schmooz Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 ooo slash yes great idea...... *goes to find* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Locutus Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 Wish i could have taken Brent home with me, the hours of comedy he could have provided me... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Manbeast Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 I think i caught a cold off the crowds Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KT171 Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 K im have serious blues...I miss Thomas already!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
veasse Posted October 4, 2004 Author Share Posted October 4, 2004 K im have serious blues...I miss Thomas already!!! KT i hear you.... but you know which way mine goes... i just wish i wasnt such a F up sometimes... i feel so stupid! i doubt anything will cheer me up in the next few days.... well bar E-mail from someone i gave my details to at mem! *sigh* Andrea xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KT171 Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 Lol bless ya mate. I have faith Thomas will come back again though, i do miss him very much though. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
veasse Posted October 4, 2004 Author Share Posted October 4, 2004 Lol bless ya mate. I have faith Thomas will come back again though, i do miss him very much though. Thomas said he wanted to come back and do at least one a year so you're sorted mate! Andrea xx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KT171 Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 I know Iam lol I told him I would be asking for him too Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
babyFrodo Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 Everyone I know is depressed! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rhi Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 I miss Danny, i wish i could of taken him home with me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BluebizzieB Posted October 4, 2004 Share Posted October 4, 2004 DITTO I really enjoyed my 1st CM event. After the event in the car, I thought of some questions I wantyed to say to the SW people which I didnt think of when I was there. I was so nervous I just said high and smiled. Look on the bright side people, it is only 5 weeks till LLFC2. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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